Coffee Date #2

Sheesh!

Just when I promise I'm going to update this blog more I go ahead and leave you hanging. 

No excuses.

I've had so many moments where I've thought, "Oh, I should write about that!", but then I never get around to it or I tell myself it's a bad idea, etc.

Anyways, I know I just did a coffee date with you, but it's the easiest way to fill you in on everything in one place. Plus, it just seems sort of relevant considering the amount of coffee I have been drinking lately. Once a Chemex girl, always a Chemex girl!

And so...

If we had coffee today, I actually probably couldn't drink it because my tongue is so acid burned from all the lemonade I've had lately. I think that taste of warm weather really got me excited and ilicited a lemon craving from hell that I'm now paying the price for.

If we had coffee, I'd pull up in my new car! I've never had a new car, in fact I've been driving the car I got in high school, which when pretty used even then, until now. Reliable transport is such an amazing feeling!

If we were having coffee, I'd also have to admit that to fit that new car into my budget I've had to cut back on my therapy. This really sucked to do at first, but my counselors said they are really pleased with the work I've done so far and understood that I had to do this. Honestly, I kind of agree with them. For a second I was really terrified that if I backed off, even a little, everything would fall apart but I don't know... I just don't think it will this time. :)

I'd also tell you that I finally sucked it up and bought some new clothes! Not a lot, just a few t-shirts and undergarments. I can't believe I tortured myself for so long wearing things that were so tight! Oh, what we will do for the sake of a number on a tag. So whatever, I bought the bigger size, ripped the tags out so I can't beat myself up about it on a bad day in the future, and we're moving on!

Last but not at all least, I'd tell you I ran two days in a row! Well kind of ran. More like jogged. With a lot of walking in between. It was a "wog". But I don't care! I wouldn't have even attempted this a few months ago because if I couldn't do more than five miles it wasn't worth it. ????????

This really is my logic sometimes.

If we were having coffee I'd tell you that things are truthfully going pretty great right now and I am so thankful for that. Additionally, I do have a couple more posts planned that I hope to get out in the next few days so just bear with me.

Thanks so much again!